ahhh...this weekend, i remembered how to have fun. it felt so good just to get away from everything and everyone in virginia. my life here has been in a constant downward spiral punctuated occasionally by some sort of upwards movement that always just fizzles out and dies. i get a huge raise at work, but now i get stressed out from the ( Read more... )

( gay...! )

okay, i just got back from the most thrilling vacation probably of my life ( Read more... )

so i guess i will never be good enough. there's a shocker.

dane cook is too damn right: "when you don't have love...EVERYBODY you know falls in love."

fuck man.

hmm...it seems like every girl i've dated wasn't into getting fucked up or any of that shit, and then as soon as we break up, it's like a little light switch pops on in their head, "oh, i think getting trashed is cool now (or again, whatever the case may be)!" it's just one thing i don't understand. it seems silly, but a small part of me thinks it ( Read more... )

so i was looking through myspace profiles of people i graduated with, and much to my horror, i found many of them married with kids and stuff. now i feel all weird.

your friendship would be a waste of my time.

oh, since you'll proabably read this...yeah, i'm talking about you.

i need new tattoos bad ( Read more... )

i just feel so alone. nothing i do makes me feel good. i'm just not "me." i get up and go to work. i can't wait to get home. as soon as i get home, i can't wait until it's time to go to bed. rinse and repeat. that's been my life for about the last three weeks. very few up points. took in a few motion pictures (two to be exact) and those are really ( Read more... )