Don't worry, Tay...you are definently helping along with the pain, and are showing me how stupid I am. I know I could never apologize enough, so I am going to stop saying it. I know I am stupid. I know you got hurt, and I did not want that to happen. I didn't want to hurt Mike, and he knows that. I regret it, wish it had never happened, and hate what the after affects are. Now I just have to deal with being used once agian, and losing one of the greatest guys I ever met. And I am not saying that to try to make you like me again, because we both know it isn't happening. I know I shoulda called you. I know I shoulda figured out you did care. I know I was dumb, that I don't think, that I am fickle, and that I fuck up my life constantly. I don't want to be depressed, though it seems I keep ending up back where I started. I hate it, and I hope that one day, I will stop repeating my cycle.
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