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[theangrystar]

Jeff is at it again. I can't describe what it is that we go through... he has a lot of commitment issues, I believe. It makes it hard for him to figure out what he wants. As of right now we're giving each other space for an indefinite amount of time. I am hoping it doesn't last too long. despite wanting to go see the movie in the park with him

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[odangoatama]

I know he has trouble committing to me and I know that I deserve someone who will.I couldn't have said it better myself. I love you so much, Steph, and I really, really dislike the thought of your life being turned upside down every few years because a guy has a problem committing to someone as great as you are. I know every couple goes through their stuff, but a part of me does worry about how detrimental the situation could become. Not that I worry that you'd do something ridiculous, but knowing that it is that depressing is enough

[theangrystar]

Thank you Dayna. :0 It means a lot to me.
He is a great guy, just confused. There's no way he could catch a disease, hahaha-- its so unlikely he'd find anyone anyway, its just, ugh...

It just sucks to go through it.

[odangoatama]

Anytime :o

Haha, I knowww, I just get worried because some people do really dumb things when they're upset. Even though I know he's tooootally not like that, the less peril you have to be in, the better!

I know he's not a bad guy, which is why I can't bring myself to be mad at him or dislike him like I do other people. It's also why I really hope it all works out with you two (which is what I meant in one of my last sentences in that reply, but I totally worded it wrong. D'oh!). I hope he is really the one you're meant to be with and that he works things out enough in his mind to realize it. But I also don't want to see you going through this in the meantime, I guess?

If it does happen, I'll be elated for you without a doubt. He seems like a great guy when this isn't an issue, so I hope he can get to a point to where you two can be happy.

And if he can't, I'll sparkle him. So really, you're covered either way ♥

~*~Me

[love_story]

And I worry, sometimes, that I'm misleading myself because of my love and affection for Jeff, but I really, truly believe this is not a lost cause. If you really and truly believe this, Steph, then stick it out... stick it out until or unless in your gut you KNOW it's not true anymore. If you don't, then you will always wonder whether you gave up too soon