confused!!!my_dirtyhandsDecember 5 2005, 09:20:27 UTC
i went to kelby's new page and i wanted to post a message but i dont know how to do it, it's too complicated, so i ended up sending him an email,,,i gusss. but..i really wanted to talk to you. remember my friend, ina, in philly? ok, u do. she wants me to come to the states. the problem is that her friend, he is american, has to come here in albania and marry me so i can come to the states and do the papers, otherwise i cant come. then after three years i get the citizenship and we divorce. now this is an easy part. the hard part is that im confused and i dont know what to do. i cannot decide. if i come to the states my life will change completely, and i am 25 years old, and i dont know if it's a good idea to come again and start things over. on the other hand, i want to come because i know that i might have better chances to continue my master's there and to live. still, im too confused and i dont know what to do. she wants me to decide very soon, but i cant, im stressed. then i think of my parents. i dont like to leave them alone,
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erallo- ....i've wanted you back here sooooooo bad for the last few years. i feel like i've just been waiting for you to call me and tell me that you got your visa and you need me to pick you up in boise. :) however...like you said, i understand that things aren't quite so simple. you basically had to start over when you left albania and came here. then again when you went back. it seems crazy to do it again. what do your parents think of you coming to the US? i miss you so much....but....i don't want you to come to the US and be unhappy either...i don't know...you make me a mess erallo...
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