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[theantisuck]

simple complaints

i so dont like living alone and i never will.
i want a live in boyfriend.
coordinating our days and activities and rythems in and around eachother.
when sleep is intimite and restful instead of a chore.
Im so used to the constant affection from long term relationships.
My life is my own now and
i hate it
i hate it
i hate it


the food i eat is poison.
it makes me tired and weak and is not good for me
i now understand why the whole system worked
if only i lived with somebody who prepared us fresh food everyday
we think we can do it on our own
with our granola bars and microwave food.
lies.
food is second only to avoiding immediate death!
why do i eat garbage?!
college, etc kills me.
i want fruits and tasty meals made with herbs and fresh veggies and
I want a wife who will cook for me!

emily is not here, in my room alone.
dont wanna be here now, nope.

i guess ill shower and go to bed.

i want to go to ithica this weekend.
however snow and cold murders my motivation.