Tonight i am going to go out into the field. Last night as we got into your car you looked up at the night sky and commented that it was pretty. I felt ashamed for a moment that I don't look up at it enough.

Enjoy it whilst I can.

It deserves to be loved.

The same way that you do. I hope that you always know that I love you. I do my best to tell ( Read more... )

Dear sweet beautiful Atlas,

I'm sorry that last night wasn't wonderful for you. I don't think that I was a killjoy during the night but then I never really can analyse my actions with any sense of rationality. I just feel like you may be disappointed. You are different when drunk around your friends as opposed to being around mine. I'm sorry that I ( Read more... )

 I just realised that I've kissed you in the library. One of the girls on postsecret wants a boyfriend that she kiss in the library. I'm so happy that I get to kiss you. FULL STOP. Last night you told me that you thought you'd get tired/bored of kissing me but it hasn't happened and you don't think it will. I don't ever think it will either. I love ( Read more... )

notes/rhymes from legal system and meth:

The panther,
played upon and immortalised
so long in poem after
poem of hunters with
gleaming guns of bastardised metal is
NO MORE
I wrap his hide instead around frail
shoulders, big cat turned into hide,
man turned into comforting child.
Without the strength to do more
Than fall gracefully

***

A glacier was less frozen ( Read more... )

 
Dear you,

I don't know why I am writing to you beyond the fact that there is more clarity now then ever before and I felt like I should record it. I know that you are turning nineteen on Thursday. It's a big step and I know that you were planning on me being there at the beginning of this year. At the beginning of this year I thought that perhaps I ( Read more... )

I ALMOST FORGOT:

i hit the pratt (josh) in the back with evil little peices of orange from a cookie (conor gave it to me as compensation for the wet willy).

who is evil now???

ME 
*mutley laugh*

 I need female friends who are party girls BADLY. I literally am on the edge wanting to go out and dance. I have half a mind to just go out by myself except that I think I would wind up in an awkward situation with no one to save me. And in heels I really do need to be saved. Plus I would have no credit on my phone so I would be doubly screwed if ( Read more... )

 The Classic Crime Lyrics

Who Needs Air

I long to taste adventure like the nature of the sea,
Always moving, always hiding all the creatures from beneath.
Singing silent songs of sadness my heart waits for its chance,
To dance upon the ashes of my burned up little plans.

And I stand alone before the night.
My nakedness is so clear in the glow of the ( Read more... )

 The only debate on Intelligent Design that is worthy of its subject ( Read more... )

Dear Atlas ( I can remember how silent you went the first time that I told you that that was my lj name for you... I thought that you were unnerved by it. Instead you loved it, "you don't know how much that meant to me."),

I went to bed last night with the feeling of being light as a feather. All this unconcious pressure has just been lifted off of ( Read more... )