i can't sleep, and i need my rest cause i'm having a kind of busy day tomorrow.  i'm actually started to get out of my house a little everyday, but a show, maybe 2 in one day... that could be a little much for me to handle.

i love you ashley, you brighten my days.  i've missed you.

i'm in love with the summer of 03. right now i'm taking a trip down memory lane with daniel kalisher, and we were the coolest people on earth. i can only hope this summer is a repeat of that summer. so far, we have one hangout session under our belts, 57340582348 more to go.

every time he has a problem he comes to me, and i drop everything to help him because thats what friends do. the one time that i go to him crying he acts like its no big deal, which i can understand, hes not gonna stop his little party, drop everything and come to my aid. i get it, thats fine. but now i'm completely losing him as a friend just ( Read more... )

i just got home from anberlin and emery. emery was fucking amazing. they are so much harder live than on their cd. the crowd was insane. while crowd surfing i was flipped like 3 times before making it to the stage and i was only like 5 feet from the stage in the first place. i'm drenched in other peoples' sweat and beer, my had feels like its ( Read more... )

tonight was interesting. packed with a lot of different events. i'm glad i know certain people, and happy i don't know others ( Read more... )

friend: "doesn't it bother you that hes found someone else and you haven't yet?"

me: "no"

friend: "why not?"

me: "because i'm happier alone, then he will ever be with someone else."

ps. i got my hair done. pictures to come, along with pictures of my tattoo.

with full time school and almost 30 hours of work per week, i'm finding it really hard to spend time with the people i want to spend time with. just so all of my friends know, i really do love you and want to spend as much time as possible with you, but if we haven't hung in a while i'm sorry its not that i don't want to, and hopefully i'll get to ( Read more... )

i finally got my tattoo.

pictures soon.

tuesday in the middle of the night the fog was breath-taking.

i feel like i'm never in the place i'm supposed to be. its not that i'm in the wrong place at the wrong time. i'm just never in the right place at the right time.

by the way i love this song.