erf.....the sickness i always get after going to jail. is setting in. gotta love the flu ( Read more... )

i've got to get meh teeth cut out sometime this month. they hurt like fuck. (wisdom teeth heheh) its not like i didn't know about them anyway. they've needed to come out for a couple of years...they're just getting unbearable now....

i'm a little sick from them too....

but....i feel...so...giddy....i wish i could just relax sometime.

i'm so sick of death that i'm sick of life ( Read more... )

i have seen that all comes and goes in a continual circle of which i am part of....i fear not the end because it is only a new beginning. and thus do i participate in the grand dance.

i cant ever figure out when people are being nice to me just to be nice and fake, or if they really care. *sigh* i'm such a bad judge of people.

Like the naked leads the blind, i know i'm selfish, i'm unkind, sucker love i always find, someone to bruise and leave behind.

YAY 3 days of no sleep rawks..........................w00t!

....wow.....i actually feel truly at peace with myself right now.....this is something completely new.....XD.

the last entry was meant friends only...oh well.

well. i get to seem like a giant asshole now. because i will not make it to kitty's birthday unless....by some ungodly act of some more powerful and rich being than i........i get some money.....probably will end up pawning something for it...unless my cards on ebay sell quickly...blahhhhh

*slams head on desk repeatedly*