*grumble*

[theater_chica]

You know...I really wish there was a way to control feelings. I know that you can act like you don't care about some things...but in reality...you can't turn emotion off. If you're going to be sad, or angry, or whatever...you're going to and there's not really a damn thing you can do about it

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[meatrace]

Personally I feel much more becalmed and assured by the fact that there IS no god, no destiny for me, no heaven to strive for or hell to avoid. Much less to worry about, then I just pay the bills and have fun. What the hell else matters other than that you are enjoying life? If you're not, well, go change something.
But then I think I've always been, arguably, too emotionally stable. Unshakable even, to the point where others depression and doubts just befuddle me.
You analyze shit as much as I do, but you're a girl, and your analysis seems to always be "well there's something wrong with ME then". Bullshit, you're fine, be happy dammit!

[theater_chica]

You might be onto something...

then again...I might.

I don't know. I'm not saying I want to go rushing back to that. I'm just wanting to talk to someone that's there now and not going to cram it down my throat. Perhaps remember why I was there in the first place and now I'm not and just reenforce my thinking even. I don't know. I'm just very confused right now.

[meatrace]

IMHO god and religion is no different than anything else people sink their lives into. People just need to escape into something, and to me religion is just as dangerous and welcoming as a bottle of jack daniels. It's a crutch for the weak, and if you're feeling weak then the questions you need to ask are internal.
Know thyself.