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[theater_chica]

I'm done. Through. I'll figure it out. I'm smart. I'm pretty *enough.* I can be fun, funny, fun to be around. I can be all of it. But I'm NOT going to be all of it for someone I've grown to resent. I like the person I am now. The person that isn't purposefully hunting others, that's willing to look at her downfalls and actually work on

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[guavmom]

Dear girl, there's so much here I want to respond to. I myself am just one week out of a psych unit, being treated for bi-polar disorder and undergoing a meds change. So, I'm still recuperasating, and not 100% clear. However, I think you are on the right track on so many levels. You and I have many issues in common, so I relate significantly to much of what you've written. For now, I wish you strength, and hope to get back to you later. I'm waiting for a ride to my MH clinic, and councelor, at the moment, but your entry caught my attention. Good luck on the test.

[jasondemotte]

While I can't be a councilor like you want (I'm too rooted in the mentality you describe, of always wanting to try to comfort you and see you happy), but I will always be there for you. In whatever capacity you ask for.

And I truly admire the fact that you're trying to fix your problems, or at least planning on trying to fix your problems (Hey, a first step is a first step). Really, I am proud of you.

[apache6131]

A 4.0 Goal is very admirable, I'm trying to encourage my girl to do that this semester. If you get those grades you should be able to get a scholarship to somewhere like ISU in Bloomington or the like and get a bachelor's degree in a couple years with a small amount in loans to pay off.

It sounds more like you need a supportive friend than a relationship. If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm almost always on AIM when I'm not at work.

-Bill