Welps...I am back in Chicago. No one is here and I am all lonely...and to top it off I wont be let back in my building if I leave it...stupid shit. Anyway, I miss my mom and Travis already.
It wasn't even like you were home... we never saw you... are you mad at me is there something that i did that made it so that you didn't even want to call me and tell me whats going on. I'm here for you... if something is wrong tell me.... i know that you told us some stuff but it seems like there is more... anyways i love you and just wish that there was more of an effort to see eachother
lots that no one even bothered to ask...theatre_goddessJanuary 3 2005, 08:15:43 UTC
no one bothered to ask or call to see if I was ok until I got home...like it was convenient for them...like kristen and amber seemed so concerned when I was home...but did they bother to ask how I was when I was away? NO! So, lots of things have been bothering me...and if you guys think that I am into drugs again...cuz according to Kristen I am...and no I am not...I made a vow never to touch the stuff again...and if they really wanted to know why I didnt bother to pick up their calls...it was because I was tired of making the only effort in our friendship...I am not mad at you though...but I just wish I would have felt a little more wanted when I was away...you can tell them that too...if they want to be my friend still they have to make the effort...but yes you will be getting your scarves like I promised...I am sorry Abra that we didnt get to hang out while I was home...hopefully next time...I just have so much shit going on that I am fed up with the little things...
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