Shit never fails...

[theatre_goddess]

So, it snowed today...I knew it would. It was too damn nice outside yesterday. Anyway..I have no idea when I will be home next...which really sucks. Cuz me and my roomie are gonna get an apartment come May and June. So, don't know when I will see the B-E-A-utiful state of Washington anytime soon

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[anemic_thoughts]

Hey now , thats not entirely true. I'm always here , you can use me as a reason for living .. cause , if you stopped living I'd feel like shit and go through this huge long ass depression that I'd never ever come out of. Your my Spike , my best friend , my sister ... and so much more. I'd truely feel like hell if you decided you didn't need to be alive anymore. So .. do me a favour .. remember that this is your first year of college and not many freshmens get parts. Remember that acting is what you love .. being on stage having everyone watch you is what you love .. never give up hope. You will have your turn to show the CCC theatre department what Stephanie P. Clark is made of .. and once they see it , they'll feel like assholes and retards for now casting you soonier. Trust me Steppy .. everything WILL fall into place for you

[theatre_goddess]

I know that I have more than just my hair to live for...I just feel so useless out here you know? And I hate it that I can't come home whenever the fuck I want...I hate that I can't see my mom, Junior, and all you guys whenever I want...and I hate that I haven't been in a show for a year now...and I hate it that I hate auditioning now...I used to love it. GGGRRR!

Thanks for believing in me, Snog...I love you!