If this is sight, I'd rather be blind
Boys suck fest '05 tonight. Participants include: Amy, Sera, Selma-Rachel, Beena, and Natalie.
Eyes fixed and dilated
Stuck staring out
So jaded and frustrated
Dragging you down
You can only see so much when you're relying on your eyes
There's an instinct inside everyone
It's the engine and the drive
It's a long way to fall
Once you lose all those aspirations
It's a long way to fall
What I've got in my heart and my head
I won't give it away because it's all that I am
So listless, indifferent, distant and cold
No feeling, no meaning
Stuck in a hole
Leave your ideals with your memories like they're
something you've outgrown.
And the days go by, you're paralyzed and you slowly
Turn to stone
I wish I wasn't waiting
This place gets smaller everyday
We all have characters and we know the parts we play
We're actors and actresses, that's all
Please take me away
I just want to start over
There are things I'd like to change
I miss the innocence,
When the doors all stood wide open
The sun's gone down on better days
If I let you know, nothing can last forever
I never thought everything would change
If I let it go, nothing can last forever
I never thought everything would change
Well, maybe I did
Just not today
I never thought that things would change
I miss the innocence
My pain is never ending,
I feel it grow inside
Frustration overwhelms me,
There's no place left to hide
My mind is always racing
These things can't stay the same
I want to see the difference
I want to see the change
I'm standing outside for you to decide
But I don't want to wait
And I tried to be strong as we went along
And you said nothing changed
So what's left to believe?
I'm not going to leave, there's nothing left to say
Don't say you were blind because I never lied
I'm just hoping now that you'll remember me.
You know just what you're doing
Because you do it oh-so-well
And maybe you tried to fool me
But I never fooled myself
Your story is always changing,
But things still stay the same.
And sometimes I long to see you,
And sometimes I stay away
Divine intervention
So few and far between
Like lightning when it touches to the ground
Answer me the question
I'm ready to believe
I hold my breath before I let it out
The face we show
The one we hide
The hands we hold and leave behind
For all we lose
And all we find
Here while we live and while we die
The wait for redemption
It gets heavy on the mind
And I burn my eyes out staring at the sun
At this intersection
We are looking for the signs
And up ahead these roads they bend to one
The ties we bind
The ones we break
The solid ground beneath us shakes
What it tears down and what it makes
And what we give is all we'll take
To ride along the horizon
When these days are gone
It's what we become
As we ride along the horizon
When theses days are gone
It's what we become
The face we show
The one we hide
The hands we hold and leave behind
For all we lose
And all we find
Here while we live and while we die
The ties we bind
The ones we break
The solid ground beneath us shakes
What it tears down and what it makes
And what we give is all we'll take
Divine intervention
Hanging in the air we breathe
And I'll fill my lungs with all that they can hold
As for all the questions
We've got everything we need
To guide us now whichever way we go
"I wish you were here." -Incubus