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Ive been reading Eat Pray Love the past week. Good book thus fsr though i think we were all misled. When i first heard of the book bout a year ago i thought it was bout a wpman going through hard times and convinced a publisher to give her an advance to pay for the journey she planned to write her book about. In reality it is bout. Rich woman going ( Read more... ) -
I love the way you lie. Good song.
Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
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He's happy being single. He likes his new life. He doesn't want a relationship ( Read more... ) -
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I'm begining to think. .after observing his actions and reactions for the past few weeks..
maybe this single life thing is going to his head.. maybe it's me.. I dunno.. but he's not him anymore..
He's heartless now. Or so it seems that way.
My grandmother died last night, and there's alot of family drama going on in there too.Nobody told us she ( Read more... ) -
The Burning. A Long Time Coming.
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Been thinking for the past few days, and i've come to a conclusion..
I didn't really know what love was.. until my last relationship with Josh.
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I wish that tonight, I could wrap up in his arms.. Feel his body against mine. His kisses, his heartbeat..His everything.. Right next to me.
Not a good night, missing him terribly.
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I am so drugged up. That all of my pain, is masked.
Tonight I will sleep in a drug induced coma.. and it will be the best rest i've gotten since i've been here.
The only thing to make it better, would be to fall asleep in your arms, then to wake up and roll over and see you there. Next to me, as you should be.
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My Heart is Broken.
I have officially lost everything.
and i'll be alone for my surgery. at least i'll have a better excuse to cry in public.. and phil won't make fun of me for being such a loser.
I love you josh. That is the last time i'll say that. For a long time.