kathys home, but it sounds like shes moving to Eugene, OR.

that makes me sad. so sad, in fact that i want to crawl under my bed with a blankie and a teddy bear and just hide from the world.

this couldnt ahve come at a worse time.

more later....

today is another one of those days where i have nothing to say but too many words inside me. so unfortunately, those of you who actually care have to listen to me ramble. and maybe, ill actually get to a point ( Read more... )

alright you guys out there in cyberland ( Read more... )

ill never smell it again and not think of the way his skin feels under my hands.

attached to a yellow rose made of feathers (can you hear me, Sam?)...

"this is like my love for you.  Never faultering, will stand the test of time, never dying.  I will be here for you when ever you need me, for you to vent, the shoulder 4 you 2 cry on, the heater to warm your feet, I will be there.  I have felt this strong for someone only one ( Read more... )

What the fuck!?!  why doesnt she get it?  whats up with that?  she is by far one of the most selfish people on the whole friggin planet.  its no wonder i give so much to the people around me.  ive been in training to take care of everyone for YEARS.  she can decide what shoes to wear without some kind of help.  she just wants to talk about herself ( Read more... )

1. First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Davis ( Read more... )

it was wild.

i took the day off from my life on friday. no school no work no phone calls nothing.  i laid in bed till 1:30.  it was awesome.  i went to the grocery store.  i made yummy chicken marinade and i cleaned the house.  i really really needed that.

chris got here friday night late.  it wasnt too late to go out tho and go out we did.  first ( Read more... )

now, today, this morning, tomorrow. my life is never going to be the same.

someone said this very thing to me yesterday.


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