i had a month of no piercing problems and then yesterday i woke up to a fucking infected nose. it looks HORRIBLE right now. i dont even want to leave the house, it's so embarrassing. :'( :'(

i'm not sure if i'm extremely irritable these days or if i'm literally just constantly surrounded by idiots

venus in furs is the best book

i am lonely and it is sad

uh oh i got a crush. she's one of those magical girls that could make you do anything. gigantic green eyes. we made crafts and talked about doing a gazillion things together. she hugged me goodbye three times and then kissed me on the cheek, but i still think she's straight.

i'm hanging out with this really awesome, super sexy girl tonight
it might be a date
but i don't think it is
also i think she has a boyfriend
not that i've ever cared about that

i feel like i'm in high school all over again. midtown is honestly high school. all the fucking normal kids telling me i'm a weirdo and not understanding any of my jokes. i'm applying to jobs, please jesus christ let this process move quickly.

i'm having serious anxiety about going to work tomorrow. the new manager will be there and he hates me. last shift he sat me down and told me i wasn't meeting expectations ( Read more... )

i need to find a different job immediately so that i can quit this piece of shit job and tell my manager that he's a douche bag. i'm not kidding, when i quit i'm going to tell him that i'm quitting because he's a prick

i wish more than anything that i'd never gotten my nose pierced. this keloid is hideousss