heaven knows i'm miserable now.

[theattractions]

i've felt like absolute crap lately. i'm not anywhere close to being the man/person that i want to be. Christianity seems like it has become a joke, not just to me, but to everyone. i don't know. everything is different. i feel like for no reason at all, i have this great power to piss people off. i am no longer a 'lj friend' of someone i wanted to

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[bryonlj]

i find keeping my Christian friends close helps

pity party pooper

[infinitlydown]

never fear colin. life hands us a series of tests. we go through crap, and have to question what we believe. in the end, we'll learn from it, and have a greater understanding and appreciation of our faith/life/whatever else.

here's to the bullshit and the life it eventually grows.

[theglitzglamour]

colin, you should call me sometime. i'm going through some rough things as well right now. life is tough. but remember that God doesn't put you through things and give you challenges that you can't handle. stick with it and you'll come out stronger than ever.
maybe i should take my own advice.

Think about this.

[anonymous]

"I am what I do and what I do is who I am. If I don't like who I am , I change what I do."

Someone you'll never think of.