Perhaps I am wrong to think like that. The mortal mind dwells on the negative aspects of things too much. There are of course positives to my family... But my human mind is too set on all the negative to think of any right now...

I checked out DeviantART.com after some encouragement by Matt. Took a look around and fell in love. So many artists, such levels of greatness to reach for. I fell like a child among veterans in there. I made an account in hopes to one day post art that can fly with the big boys. Couldn’t think of a name, so I picked a knockoff from Halo- ( Read more... )

Well, my plans for life after school seem cemented well in place. Several college's were considered. I liked the sound of The Chicago Instatute of Art, but thats costs fifty thousand dollars a year, so that aint happenin'. Fact of the matter is, all that school would get me was a shiny degree from the highest regarded art school in the country. ( Read more... )

Hmm. i think i like the old LJ better, this interface isnt as direct. Went and made every thing all complicated. Any way, things are not well. Something up with me, not sure what. Figure I'll head to the doctor to check it out. Ill keep you updated. =/

Im getting commissions left and right now. I have two "cluster" portraits at $100 and $120 each im getting ready to do, a faithful customer, and a mural im going to paint on a neighbors wall over the summer that could pay about $300-$1000 depending on the design scheme i come up with and the time required. Who needs conventional employment when you ( Read more... )

It appears that the depression that ravages most of the family that i hold dear has passed over me. Every one sharing my grandfather's blood, it seems, suffers with darkness, but what makes me so special? I personally hold Christ responsible. Without him I have no doubt i would be nothing.

For the past four or five years i have been creating a story in my head. I have just begun to wright it down, and so far ive written around 120 pages total. The most recient draft is only 45 pages long, but its gorwing. then there are about 12 pages of seperate scenes im goign to try and fit in. This is just the beginning. It could work its way up ( Read more... )

When is some one considered a professional artist? When people see a sample, hunt you down, and say name your price? Well then i guess i am a pro ( Read more... )

Josh and Lindsay are over. They have their son, Logan. Im so happy. Things are carrying on like old times ^_^! Answered the door and saw them, which is a delightful shock in itself. Then there is the baby carriage that Josh was standing beside. Im now a... what ever relation a cousins son makes... -.0 Maybe we can have a Bar-B-Que some time. Im ( Read more... )

Every day you see stupid ignorant people giving each other unprotected hugs. Hundreds of millions of people die every day because of hug related diseases. But it can be stopped. Troge-Hug is a skintight body suit you put on when you give some one a hug. Next time use Troge-Hug ( Read more... )