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It's better to have no valentine than to have one that doesn't pay attention to you -
valentines day
"I don't wanna be your valentine
I'd rather bleed until i died
i don't really care if you cry or not
I'll still be the same
Why can't you understand?
I don't wanna be your valentine."
...it's easier to be bitter
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Ok, so I sent Bjorn a letter in the mail...like snail mail; that takes effort. I had to re-address the envelope 3 times so it looked just right. I put a lot of time and effort into doing things to get his attention..but I get nothing in return. I e-mail him and I get no response, I call and leave messages and he doesn't call back. And now I ( Read more... ) -
depress me
I feel like everyone is expecting something of me. Like everyone needs support in some way from me. It's like doing pushups with all of these people sitting on my back. I can't hold them anymore. I am weak... and I can barely support myself anymore. I am going to collapse and fall into an abyss of hoplessness. I just need time alone ( Read more... ) -
weird experiences in the city
Soooo, I was in NYC and I walked into a pole because i was reading a Map...how touristy. Then I was walking on the street and this guy pulled up to me on a bike and he looked a little crazy but I wasn't sure..then he started singing....Tainted love...woahh..tainted love.......then he was like TAINTED PUSSY!!! WOAHHH....TAINTED PUSSY!!!!.....And i ( Read more... ) -
uggh
Ok, so eric had fun with the girls tonight...they were all very drunk (I hope they don't remember what they revealed in our little truth or dare game)..I was not drunk..I keept them all under control. I saw the guy that I kinda like (okay, a lot like) at the party....uggh......soooooo hott. He was wearing this chainmail see through shirt and had ( Read more... ) -
letters
Ok, so I don't really believe in Valentines day, it is a total halmark holiday and way overdone, but I think it's a good excuse to send Bjorn a letter. So, I am teaching myself how to write better in script. I love the way that script looks and I think that it means so much more to get a letter that's hand written than to get an e-mail. I went ( Read more... )
