Gosh, band practice was SO hot yesterday. Its even hotter today. I'm watching Beetlejuice now, it sucks but I don't feel like getting into it with Heather. Well, this past Saturday, Brandon decided that we should break-up...I'm still kinda shocked over that one. I'm like pissed and depressed and dumbfounded. I dunno, I really didn't expect it. I ( Read more... )

Damn, I didn't know I could be this tired. Well, week one of band camp is OVER. Next week will be fun because we get to harass the rookies! Actually I don't really care anymore. Well, mom got back from the doctor and he said she was fine. Now I dont have to worry about that anymore. Gosh, school starts like in 2 weeks. I can't wait. I wish I knew ( Read more... )

Well, band camp starts tomorrow...I'm SO excited. Ok...not really...I went out last night, my mom actually let me stay out until 12:30...Brandon and Beth and I went out to Ground Zero...it sucked major ass, save yourself the time and don't go there. Then after we got bored there, Beth was like, 'lets go to cool world'...well, I had never been there ( Read more... )

Gosh, I guess I've been busy. I am so ready for school to start. I've been going through some shit for the past few weeks. My mom is sick. Shes been sick for a month. I finally had to take her to the hospital. The doctor took some x-rays and said he saw some "spots" that he didn't "like". Whatever the fuck that is supposed to mean. I am so worried ( Read more... )

Gosh, I haven't felt motivated enough to write in here lately. I had my senior pics made yesterday. It was kinda weird because it was like, HEY, I'M A SENIOR. Weird. I'm cold. I waited on Brandon yesterday and he FINALLY showed up to tell me that my lights were on. Ugh. They had been on for about an hour or so. Atleast the battery wasn't dead. We ( Read more... )

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I'm addicted to Yahoo! chat and the person that I usually talk to can't get into it. I'm so frustrated. I saw Brandon yesterday. I was so weird, I was driving donw the road and then all of a sudden, theres his truck. SO...I circle around the block and its not there. Hes 2 cars in front of me and my damn horn ( Read more... )

BI-LO is a terrible company to work for. Monday is supposed to be my only day off and guess who has to go in for 2 fucking hours to do inventory sheets?!?!? Yes, me! I'm going to wear jeans tomorrow and if my HOMO manager says one word to me, he can stick it up his ass...who knows, maybe he'll enjoy it. Justin just IMed me. Hes cool, I like him. ( Read more... )

I am SO sleepy ( Read more... )

Man, I am SO bored. I'm watching Castaway now. Its lame. I'm talking to Dustin, too. Blah. I think I saw Brandon today. I definitely saw Caleb at THE STATION today and I think he was there with him. I was running errands so I drove by there like 4 times. I'd give ANYTHING to see him for a whole day. Well, tomorrow is payday. Heather is NOT here so ( Read more... )

Wow, what a great day. I got home about an hour ago. We had a going away party for Ms. Hodges at Mary's house (sorry!). Anywho, the highlight of the night was that Brandon was there. Gosh, I haven't seen him in like a month. I had all of these weird feelings. I can't expain it but its like theres something changed. I don't know. I am SO glad that I ( Read more... )