I love chewing gum!

today I used a jackhammer for the 1st time. It's a pain in the ass, and making cement it the worst. I'm so dusty I'll have black snot for a month.

Fuck I think I fucked up my hand. I can barely move it.

It seems I can't trust anyone anymore, no one in my family has been truthful. They lied to me for years, well no so much as lied they just never told me things. So I can't blame it all on my mom, or is this another lie. I don't know I just can't wait to leave and never see them again.

lets start a fire

burn this town inside out

burn it till no ones left alive

If there was such a place, I wonder how many people would be there. People are so fake its unreal. Eventually it would become overrated and consumed by chaos like this world. People don't want to live in a perfect world, like its an insult to the human race. If they can't destroy it they will create a world thats completely opposite to it.

everything is piontless

"If nothing matters, and everything dies, it could be scary, but maybe it flies.

no need to pretend, we're falling in chaos, a nothingness end, forget it.

Freedom."

"Look around you, what do you see? People absorbed in their own dramas or prehaps the dramas of others prehaps attempting through some kind "altruism" to address one of many, many troubling and insane problems in this world: starvation, aids, poverty, mental illness, bad schools blah blah blah blah animal cruelty, environmental damage, cancer, ( Read more... )

this summer, I'm taking off work, and disappear for a week or so. I wont tell anyone when I'm going just one day leave. I'll come back and stay here after that until, there nothing left for me here, basically until my grandparents aren't around then, I'll leave for sure.

why wont you all just disappear?