Edit (11:51 PM) It's been almost 9 hours but I'm not over it yet damn it hahahaha I feel damn crushed now nothing that anyone is saying is getting into my head but I know I should get over it soon because I can't let this affect term exams. I need to remember this feeling hard, I need to remember how much it sucks, how much it hurts. The feeling of ( Read more... )

My heart aches badly. I hope the two months will be the end of it. 
I don't like to see you in this state.

TODAY, TODAY, today. Today I got my first ever A for a H2 subject hahahahahaha I was so happy 16/20 for chemistry common tests am I awesome or awesome. I thought it would be bad because I left two whole parts blank but I scored full marks for ( Read more... )

Today I felt like grabbing your hands and telling you that everything will be fine. But who am I to say that when I barely know what's going on? And I realised I'm no longer that little girl I used to be anymore ( Read more... )

I got bored of halogen derivatives and then I started to think of random things.. like RJ dance night HAHAHAH I really really really want tickets for it. And Evelyn said it's at UCC. Whatever, it's like... to-die-for anyway. I'm thinking of writing on Kun Hang's wall so that I can get tickets from her or something. I don't want to go alone, ( Read more... )

Airport sucked. Everyone's depending on me now. I don't like responsibilities. Life sucks. What am I to do without you?

Exam rehearsal was good. I will miss Vanessa and Clara after this ends. 
Can you believe the only thing that makes me happy is about to end in 3 weeks? 

Today:
I received a text message that made me smile.
I had my first ever date with Darling alone. And we were both spazzing over it during lesson time. 
I printed happy photos when I helped Diana to print hers.
I ran 3.3km during cross country.
I AM REALLY REALLY SUNBURNT. Hehehehe I like being sunburnt.

Okay time to start on work now.

I don't know why I just did what I did but god damn it. Inner peace damn disturbed now.

Gah. 

Two months. It's been on my mind on and off, not as frequent as when things just happened though. I don't know what happened but my father decided to break the news to me this morning. The journey to school was quiet, I didn't know what to say, neither did he. I think I was too stoned to be able to process anything, along with other worries like ( Read more... )

Just want to stay at home until I get to study finish everything ( Read more... )

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