Okay im on again....There are just a few things that really piss me off. Like how people talk about people and not even realize how bad it is gonna make or break someone. I just talked to joshua and he got a better job, im happy for him. But man I want to be with him so bad... That is okay though he is a good friend and will always be. So ya ( Read more... )

Today I went over to nicks house to see what was going on, and he didn't say one word to me. It is so hard to go over there anymore because I love him so much. But yet he has hurt me so bad. I don't know what to do I am in between him and josh. Im going crazy.AHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

              Today was okay. I slept till about 1:30 then got up and took a shower. Then I went with my Aunt down state to get a few things. When I got home I got on the computer and e-mailed josh again. And talked to steph and jeremy.

I hate how i like josh so much, and one day he really wants to be with me and the next he just ( Read more... )