Where do people meet people? I have no idea. I am compeltely stuck when it comes to dating and what to do. Oh well, I will be leaving soon anyways. Maybe its not worth finding someone. I just need to get laid. ANy takers?

First off, I am really excited. I joined a Muay Thai and MMA school. Its a fight school and I am ready to learn how to grapple and beat the shit out of people. Not that I will ever do it, just want to be in better shape.

Your Dating Style:
On Again, Off Again

You are all about the on again off again relationship. You know you love that one ( Read more... )

Well its not cancer. Its epiditimis. Or someting like that. Still painful, but i just need antibiotics for the cure.

i found a lump. Im a little scared. Its hurt for about two weeks. I am going to get checked tommorrow. Its probably nothing. Even if it is, its curable.

so after teh recent demise of my old truck which was brutally slaughtered by a highway barrier, it has been replaced with a new one. A civic. I like it. However on the woman front I am single and confused as ever, but if there is ever a moment when that changes I assure you I will probably fuck it up.

Mixed signals suck, I am semi in that situation right now. I have hung out with this girl doing datey things, like swing dancing, dinner and movie, bar hoping, dinner. However I have no idea if she likes me likes me. You know? All I have going for me is that she gives me more time of day than any other guy that has liked her, but that could be ( Read more... )

The pain is slowly dying down, wishing it away never worked and thinking about it just poured salt in my wounds. The way to keep myself sane and to help myself heal is to constantly remind myself that; she and I and that will be never again. In fact its become my mantra. (I know I hate using hindu terminology in reference of pop-culture, but it had ( Read more... )

Every breath stings a little more than the last, and the dull pain turns into a sharp one. It hurts to just be.

I regret nothing now. If someone can move on that quickly, that means what I did was done at the appropriate moment, else they would have done it to me. Guess being just friends is truly the best thing for us now.

I am a world class fuck up.