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[ ten things i wish i could say to ten different people: ]
1. I really do think of you as friend, a good one too! Even though my actions might sometimes say otherwise.
2. We don't like each other, so can't you just leave me alone?
3. You... confuse me. A lot. I'm not totally sure if this is a good or bad thing yet.
4. I really and truly hate you, but for some reason I feel the need to put up with you.
5. You're really not as important as you like to think you are.
6. Most of the time I don't know if I want to help you or hit you until you stop talking.
7. You're a pretty interesting kid despite the fact your parental figure is fucking insane.
8. I hate that you're kind of cute else I would have punched you already.
9. Calm down. You're so overbearing sometimes it's hard to breathe when you're anywhere near.
10. I just... I'm sorry for everything. And I miss you.
[ nine things about me: ]
1. Probably most everything you hear about me is a lie.
2. I work a lot a lot of odd jobs back home.
3. Y-yeah, the Jersey Devil might just freak me out.
4. A few of my neighbors are the most annoying people in the world.
5. I speak Italian... used to know how to speak Dutch back in the day.
6. I don't drink to get drunk, I just enjoy a good drink is all.
7. Pocket watches are pretty awesome.
8. I'm blind in one eye, if you couldn't tell.
9. Make salt water taffy in my spare time, feel like an old man carrying them around like I do.
[ eight ways to win my heart: ]
1. Speak your mind.
2. Have your own likes and dislikes, don't just copy mine, who cares if they clash.
3. Don't be clingy.
4. Don't let what others may think stands in your way of doing what you want.
5. Challenge yourself.
6. Enjoy life and have fun with it.
7. Be understanding.
8. Always be you.
[ seven things that cross my mind a lot: ]
1. The people.
2. Money.
3. Jobs.
4. Economy in general.
5. Wondering what's going to happen next in this place.
6. Where I'm going in life.
7. Certain other people.
[ six things i do before i fall asleep: ]
1. Brush my teeth
2. Wash my face.
3. Find something suitable for sleep clothes.
4. Catch up on the news.
5. Argue with someone.
6. Fall asleep.
[ five people that mean a lot to me: ]
1. The brats.
2. Um.
3. ...
4. Oh, Dela.
5. Elliot.
[ four things i’m wearing right now: ]
1. Shirt.
2. Pants.
3. Socks, that don't happen to match.
4. Shoes.
[ three songs i’ve been listening to way too often lately: ]
1. Breaking Benjamin - I Will Not Bow
2. Eddyfink - Immuno
3. Artie Shaw - Everythin' is Jumpin'
[ two things i want to do before i die: ]
1. Catch the Jersey Devil.
2. ... Lots of other things, probably a lot I could do, after all it's not like I'm going to be dying anytime soon.
[ one confession: ]
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