trying to find a freakin pic to be on my journal, but no success because the pics are gay as hell! lol! anywho ill think of something! i might go with crystal to nigrea falls or some shitt! lol! but i dont know because it all depends on if im still sick or not! and well even if i can go i have to ask my parents still! but who knows cause i dont ( Read more... )

well, your probably wondering why im up so early....i cant sleep..it sucks because i feel like shitt and im having hot and cold flashes and im swaeting really badd! my eyes are all puffed up and when i stand up sometimes i feel as though im going to faint so i hurry and sit down before i do! i dont know what i have and my dad is going to call the ( Read more... )

well, today wasnt very cool cause i think im coming down with a cold which sucks a$$! anyways im very bored and yea so on..... nobody that i want to talk to is on.....HANNAH...where are you? lol! i tried calling crystal, but my phone was fucking up with that one noise that i fucking hate! then i tried calling jen alittle later hopeing that maybe ( Read more... )

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i felt like putting alittle billy idol in the mix of this update cause hes fucking HOTT as hell (when he was younger anyways) i mean he is still kind-of-cute!

but who the fuck knows anymore! lol! i would like to shout out at JENNIFER thanks for calling me back im not pissed er anything but i guess i was exspecting a phone call or ( Read more... )

well, i have nothing else to do so i htought that i would update! i miss my *baby* really really badd! he called me today and i guess he wants jen, james, and i to go out to the trailer. i want to go and my parents said ok, but i guess its up to what jen and james want to do! i hope that they want to go, but if they dont want to go ill understand ( ( Read more... )

i miss my *baby* right now so much its unbelievable( i think i spelt that right?) lol! anyways im tired and i need to go to bed, but i thought that i wouls update since i havent in awhile and everything! my life sucks right now! im really not talking to my father and yea thats about it. i told him that i hated him and now i guess he feels badd! and ( Read more... )

NEWS FUCKING FLASH * I HATE MY DAD * thought that i wouls say that since i do! ta ta

well, ya im pissed as hell right now cause my family IS FUCKING RETARDED AS HELL AND THEY CAN ALL BURN IN HELL ill even take them there if they want! god i hate my life! well it all started last night when i was fixing dinner and i had my hair down and everything and my mom just got home and came into the kitchen and she asked me how come i had ( Read more... )