Stupid curfew!
Blaaaah. I'm bored right now. I should probably be doing homework or something, but I really don't want to. I'm getting so, so fed up with all this freaking curfew crud! Seriously. It sucks like a mega vacuum. Like, I just need to rant! Neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Hopefully this apartment thing will work out, and I can be out of the house by June. That would be awesome. But geez! Everyone seems to be busy until around 5, at which time my mom makes me go home. I can stay out until 12am on Friday and Saturday. But still, two days of freedom and five days of being chained up like a freakin animal??!! Everyone I know keeps telling me that I need to just stand up to my mom and tell her that I'm 19, and able to deal with things myself. If only I could say how often I've tried that. But my big problem is that I hate arguing with people, especially family. It's like, I want everybody to be happy, so I end up letting my parents push me around sometimes. Yeah, I know, I know -- it's no excuse. The thing is this. I am definately old enough that I shouldn't be dealing with a curfew. Seriously. Sure, I'll mess up sometimes and stay up too late. But for crying out loud! That's how you FUCKING LEARN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's like, no wonder I can't plan my time well... I get no practice planning it myself. Seriously, my parents just "check-up on me" like every freaking second. I can't do anything on my own, cuz it's already been planned like a month in advance by my parents. Oh I'm just so sick of it. Especially since Steve often doesn't get done with work until about 7. And even if I'm having the worst day ever, just getting to hang out with Steve makes it all better. Seriously.
Well, I managed to bum myself out extremely. Maybe if I tell my mom what the average time people go to sleep is, she'll believe me. When do you guys go to sleep?
I've been having a terrible time with hearburn lately. I actually went to Washoe Med a couple of days ago cuz it got so bad. And I got to drink this super disgusting thing called a GI cocktail. Maalox and painkillers mixed. It tasted sooooooooo bad, there just aren't words to describe it. It made my entire throat and mouth numb, like when you get novocaine at the dentist, only covering way more. It was gross. Last night I had bad heartburn, too. I'm trying not to eat chocolate this week to see if that helps.
I hope everyone else's week has been good!