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i have been depressed this summer and telling it seems somehow refreshing. i am going into the 12th grade next year. my last year spending day after day with friends. i will be leaving where i have gone for years. i have a close nit group of friends and i have to make a new in my last year of having a free life. over the last few months i have been losing contact with people i have grown and learned to love. i know so much about the people that i see everyday. my mentors and family. the one at home isn't the best but i am working on it. it depresses me to think that when i go to collage, if i do, i will need to start what will be the rest of my life. i have to do this all in the next year. its something very had to deal with now during my last free summer. its only two weeks in but i have done so much. but i haven't done enuf. so this is where i will leave off and start again fresh with a new view tomorrow thanks for reading if you read.