( Read more... )

........Heh...yet another day to wish for the light to never show upon open eyes...Everything's ok...I'm alright...Am I...? Or is it a dream, a nightmare maybe...? I do not know. All I know is that my love will get me through whatever...If not that...Then I know not where I am going...Bah...another headache. I finished boxing again...Packed a ( Read more... )

MEh...today seems like a nice day!...Hahaha...no, well since my plans got changed, I'm gonna head to the movies with 2 or 3 of my friends and just hang, then i gotta drop off my application tomorrow at the mall. Hmm...I started drawing some sketches for some tattoos I might possibly want. I stayed up till about 3 or 4 yesterday morning talking to ( Read more... )

Doing homework...woo hoo!!! not....Well anyways...My week's going pretty well so far. I might crash over Rey's on friday, that'll be hotnes, Rey might meet his future grilfriend as well, sweet sweet! Hopefully she'll like him...from what we know right now she likes his guitar playing...Still waiting for my mom to actually say yes. Tomorrow I gonna ( Read more... )

Guess what peoples...Housing accepted us, and now we're moving possibly before the end of march. Hopefully on the place my mom filled out for (Lund Rd.). IT's pretty sweet....me and my mom are still fighting about what school I'm going to..I say I'm going to south, she's changed her mind and says north...wtf, she ddin't have a problem with it ( Read more... )

I just got a letter in the mail...It was the report from the hospital...they recommend thatI be further looked at...heh......eh...not all that exciting, but for the most part I hung out with my girlfriend and a bunch of friends at the mall for a bit. Sweet! Meh buddy Rey's supposed to be coming over this weekend to help practice my bass. w00t!!!!! ( Read more... )

Misery

What is it that I see...?

In those eyes of misery...?

Nothing but pain anf grief...

Two of the many things our parents will never preach...

To us...

Where is the light in this dark catacomb...

Has no one come to save me...just leave me here....alone......

Nothing but blindness and fear...

Two of  our many things our loved ones will never hear ( Read more... )

Well as of yesterday everything burst into flames...I went to my psychitraist..we talked about my problems..and basically, I'm going to the hospital to take a survey to conclude whether I'm safe or unsafe alone...I found out that I also too have inherited depression from my father...just a more severe case or something...I jsut wish that she knew I ( Read more... )

I fucking hate this....this si so fucknig lame..When I got home....my brother came..I was going to drive so I drive an hour...when I got back home my mom and brother were being pissed off at me so I ran out of the house............I fucking ahte this..I walked to my school which is about and hour's walk from my house in 10 degree weather...crying ( Read more... )