Day 36
Well today is equally as crappy as the rest. With 5 hours of sleep and being at a job I hate life sucks. I had given in and sent him an email. I tried and tried my best not to. But not to my surprise he didn't respond:( He gets back into town which excites me yet also leaves me feeling more scared. I want him to come into town and rush over to my
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but one thing I have realized is loving someone to death .... does not make them love you back so inspite of all the heartache, bleeding and hurting - sometimes one has to just let go ..... and grieve and bleed alone in the wilderness! Its a stark reality - but I have lived it - still coping with it 2+ years later - life - love it or hate it .... carries on ~
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