ok, it's time to man up.

[thebollocks]

so...i deleted my last two posts. if you saw christyal's most recent post, you can probably guess what prompted this choice. she was pretty mad at me for those, and i can totally see why: i used my livejournal as a weapon against her. i used the "public media" aspect of it to expose shit in a way that made christyal look really bad to a lot of

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[artofdrowning22]

i think (and have always thought) you're great.

i love you.

[thebollocks]

ditto, cuz.

[redphotoframe]

i used to use livejournal in the same way, and you realized and felt guilty for it way faster than i did, so good for you for deleting the posts

[thebollocks]

wow, melon. that was...exactly what i'm talking about. that post was the epitomy of what livejournal should be: an exchange of genuine thoughts about genuine things.

i love that you called me out on naming ____ and _____, becasue you're right. even though i didn't actually write their names, i certainly thought them, and that's really not much better. it's really hypocritical of me to even write that shit so soon after i made the same blunder.

i'm also glad that you mentioned that the path to enlightenment/self-betterment is not an uphill path in a straight line, it has curves and dips (missteps) of all sort. i think i forget that a lot. i think i also forget that, even though you can't change the past, it's never to late to change yourself.

so...wow. thanks. let's hang out in person some time soon. i'll probably find my way up there in the next couple weeks, and i still have your number. it's been far too long.

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[anonymous]

Brilliant!

thanks much

[anonymous]

nice work, bro

thank you

[anonymous]

omg.. good work, dude