Going to crush the only thing I have left...

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There has to be more... Has to be... I don't want to feel so empty anymore... But I managed to find someone to love me for what and who I am... Just sad that it took so long to wander back to where I needed to be... Home is where the heart is...

Okay so... It's been awhile. My life doesn't seem to be much different... I'm still trying to figure out why I can't just be happy. I'm tired of going in circles in my head... I'm tired of knowing what I need to do but not having the means or the balls to do it. Why can't I just be happy without having to hurt people in the process? I guess that's ( Read more... )

 It's been a really long time hasn't it? No one reads this I know, but I have to keep it. It's me, my past. Things are good. My life is better. After all this time I don't have much to say!

Love is AWSOME!That's all...

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You're hearing it from me! Everything is NOT cool. One word, Eight letters. STRESSED!!! Well, needless to say, it's been awhile. I have been so tired lately, I couldn't even tell you when the last time I had a good night's sleep was. I desperately need a job. One that pays better than what I am doing now. I can't take watching the kids anymore. I ( Read more... )

Well, here we are. Exactly 2 weeks ago I had Matthew Jr. I had a C-Section on the 26th. 8lbs, 7oz, 19 1/2inches. I don't remember a lot about it, just that I couldn't stop my arms from shaking, and that I was scared out of my mind. Scared because they said he might have gotten infected from the GBS, and scared because I have never had any kind of ( Read more... )

Talk about being stubborn! This baby has gotten a little too comfy in my tummy. Right now he is 3 days overdue. They are talking about inducing me next week if I don't have him by the weekend. I really hope that he comes out before Easter. It'd be great to have him with us on Matt and I's first Easter together. Not to mention the really cute "My ( Read more... )