why

i don't even know who i am anymore

so weak

so fucking weak

fuck

was last night just a dream?

i almost wish it was for sanity's sake.

and yet... maybe it will give me some closure.

i just don't know what to think.

it was simply amazing.

Current ( Read more... )

when i was away - there were no hard feelings towards my parents. i mean how could there be? i hardly talked to them and when i did they were mad nice cuz they missed me and what not. but noww.. i'm here. and they're here. and the same things about them that bugged me before seem to bug me more now. i'm used to not having parents. i don't want my ( Read more... )

i'm happy to be home. the break is nice. but i'm also faced with all this fucking drama that i didnt have to deal with when i was away. cityterm is amazing. ive never had so much fun before in my life. and no one here can fully understand. and all i wanna do is talk about how amazing the people and program are. but i know thats messed up and no one ( Read more... )

hey guys. nyc is great ( Read more... )

before i leave for nyc -

i won't have aim. so most of y'all have my cell # and if not definitely email me at rachel_oppenheimer@loomis.org not sure what my address is there yet but i'll let u guys know when i know it

you are beautiful <3

Kindergarten ( Read more... )

today was amazing. sara + ali + alex a. + alex ruff! + sara and her mama + sara some more.

wow i love that girlll <333

and i love tyler <333 ( Read more... )