Jesus Christ, I'm actually scared of something

[thebosstone]

I don't know. I'm scared of using money lenders, of having my own fucking house, of paying bills, of raising another human being. I'm happy, don't doubt me on that, just afraid of new things. Everyday when I wake up, I feel like a different person. Sometimes I'll work really hard, other times I'll slack off and do nothing. Like there is no balance

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[afoolsnightmare]

Your not retarded Will. Change is scary. its real scary. I just filled out all my shit for school and thinking about how I will be leaving here in six months and I wont be around the people I love and stuff. Its crazy I think about how things will be so different and I wont live around the corner from kailei anymore. I wont be here when you and kailei have your first kid and stuff. Its quite sad but its going to be great and you just need to think about the fact that you and kailei have a great life ahead of you and there is nothing that anyone can do to stop it. because you two are great together.

[starsdietrying]

Your not retarded. Growing up is scary. Probably the scariest part of my entire life was having a kid. Because I HAD to grow up and make better choices and include what was best for my child not only myself. I am still scared of what lies ahead. If I move in with you and all that I am extremely scared of that. I still feel like a kid who belongs at home with their mother. It just seems like such a big step forward instead of a few small ones. I know it scary but I think we can work it out together. Or try at least. As far as being responsible for a kid. Its hard I wont lie. But I think that once you really become a dad everything will fit in its place and things will go along smoother than you think. I dont know what to say cause I wont say everything is going to be fine because things dont always end up that way. But I will say I am here for you and dont rush into anything your not ready for. I know the baby thing was kinda pushed on you but you have a whole 7 months to get ready. And if your not ready by then we can figure something