OH HEY.
Dear all,
this is not a farewell message nor im leaving here, i am here, always.
I had decided to turn here into my personal journal instead of a place for me to post up my fanwork which i had been doing for the past 1 year. I had created a community as the new location which can be found here and i will move whatever i had wrote so far to there soon (if i had time to do so). However, it might ended up being locked up or friends only posts, i will see how first.
In case if you're wondering if i would stop writing, well my answer would be a no. I will never stop writing, the main reason of why i would made such decision is that i feel that it's time to adjust my thoughts about writing. In the past, i had the thought of thinking and writing it out for the sake of something which i ended up couldn't list out what exactly was that. The point of writing and being an author shouldn't be like this at all, and this is what i really dislike a lot. It's like doing something for no reason, no meaning behind each action and i feel that im insulting myself as well as the beautiful meaning behind the word 'live'.
Days that i wasn't active here, i'm actually arranging and figure out what exactly i want. Time taken for that was really long and i can't help with it. I wasn't a person who takes up courses on writing and i had never go through any professional lessons that teach me how to write or at least, pretend myself as an author. I did it all by myself, i followed what my heart and mind told me to do.
There are actually quite a long list of drafts that i had been working on from the past up till now, and the list is still going on. But none of those ideas were transformed into a proper stories and present it out to everyone. I failed this part terribly, i just couldn't bring myself togeher and start writing with such complicated mind i had right now. It's something i really hate so much and would loved to get rid of at all times, trust me.
I believed that people who are still wandering around on lj is getting lesser and lesser, those who left were probably having fun reading and writing over AFF that space. I myself, had an account on there too, but i hadn't make myself posting any fanwork onto there at all ever since i signed up as a member. I'm still thinking if i should but, it doesn't matter now because the first home i stayed in wasn't there but here. Even until everyone had decided to turn lj back and run towards AFF's embrace, i will be the last person who continues to stay here until the day when i said i quit writing.
Last but not least, friends list had been gone through a round of spring cleaning as like what i have said just now, this will be a place for me to post about my personal life. I don't mind if you still decided to add me up as a friend but yea, no one's stopping you either.
So, that's all for this. I believed this is probably one of the longest post i had made before, when im talking about things that are about life. Lastly, hopefully whoever reads this message would still remember why would you entered this space and start off the life of, well be it as a reader or a writer, the intention are the same.
P.S. I still believed that most of the authors on AFF (im refering good authors that writes out a true good quality fanwork) are all come from lj. You saw that, I AM BIASED ;P
Cheers,
A+
this is not a farewell message nor im leaving here, i am here, always.
I had decided to turn here into my personal journal instead of a place for me to post up my fanwork which i had been doing for the past 1 year. I had created a community as the new location which can be found here and i will move whatever i had wrote so far to there soon (if i had time to do so). However, it might ended up being locked up or friends only posts, i will see how first.
In case if you're wondering if i would stop writing, well my answer would be a no. I will never stop writing, the main reason of why i would made such decision is that i feel that it's time to adjust my thoughts about writing. In the past, i had the thought of thinking and writing it out for the sake of something which i ended up couldn't list out what exactly was that. The point of writing and being an author shouldn't be like this at all, and this is what i really dislike a lot. It's like doing something for no reason, no meaning behind each action and i feel that im insulting myself as well as the beautiful meaning behind the word 'live'.
Days that i wasn't active here, i'm actually arranging and figure out what exactly i want. Time taken for that was really long and i can't help with it. I wasn't a person who takes up courses on writing and i had never go through any professional lessons that teach me how to write or at least, pretend myself as an author. I did it all by myself, i followed what my heart and mind told me to do.
There are actually quite a long list of drafts that i had been working on from the past up till now, and the list is still going on. But none of those ideas were transformed into a proper stories and present it out to everyone. I failed this part terribly, i just couldn't bring myself togeher and start writing with such complicated mind i had right now. It's something i really hate so much and would loved to get rid of at all times, trust me.
I believed that people who are still wandering around on lj is getting lesser and lesser, those who left were probably having fun reading and writing over AFF that space. I myself, had an account on there too, but i hadn't make myself posting any fanwork onto there at all ever since i signed up as a member. I'm still thinking if i should but, it doesn't matter now because the first home i stayed in wasn't there but here. Even until everyone had decided to turn lj back and run towards AFF's embrace, i will be the last person who continues to stay here until the day when i said i quit writing.
Last but not least, friends list had been gone through a round of spring cleaning as like what i have said just now, this will be a place for me to post about my personal life. I don't mind if you still decided to add me up as a friend but yea, no one's stopping you either.
So, that's all for this. I believed this is probably one of the longest post i had made before, when im talking about things that are about life. Lastly, hopefully whoever reads this message would still remember why would you entered this space and start off the life of, well be it as a reader or a writer, the intention are the same.
P.S. I still believed that most of the authors on AFF (im refering good authors that writes out a true good quality fanwork) are all come from lj. You saw that, I AM BIASED ;P
Cheers,
A+