Something happened back in high school that made me feel Not Safe, and therefore, have a need of Personal Bubble depending on how vulnerable I was feeling. Usually when I'm at full health it's less of a bother, but when I'm not well, I'm aware that I need it.
It's not just space, though I'm definitely uncomfortable with Not Friends being without touching, hurting range. When I eat alone, I'm never comfortable unless my back is to the wall with my eyes on the door, when I'm aware of someone, I feel more comfortable when I can see where their hands are...someone inches in front of me > someone a few feel behind me.
Yes, I recall how it was said that, if Van Gogh had not been depressed, we wouldn't have these lovely paintings, to which I had to wonder, wouldn't it be better for One Person to have not suffered, even if it meant that we had to do without a few more lovely things to hang on our walls? My god people, how greedy are we?????
But also I just think that if Vincent had access to adequate health care, he would have LIVED LONGER to produce MORE PAINTINGS.
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It's not just space, though I'm definitely uncomfortable with Not Friends being without touching, hurting range. When I eat alone, I'm never comfortable unless my back is to the wall with my eyes on the door, when I'm aware of someone, I feel more comfortable when I can see where their hands are...someone inches in front of me > someone a few feel behind me.
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Yes, I recall how it was said that, if Van Gogh had not been depressed, we wouldn't have these lovely paintings, to which I had to wonder, wouldn't it be better for One Person to have not suffered, even if it meant that we had to do without a few more lovely things to hang on our walls? My god people, how greedy are we?????
But also I just think that if Vincent had access to adequate health care, he would have LIVED LONGER to produce MORE PAINTINGS.
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