Blarg...so pissed. I decided to save my psych homework to my flash drive and print at the school library instead of constantly using my mom's ink. Come to find out they've deactivated all the USB ports on the library computers so there's no way to print my homework in time for class. I asked my professor if I could e-mail it to her and she said no ( Read more... )

( This Makes Me Think Of Cari )

I still don't have anything good to report. Life still sucks and for some reason I've decided to keep on pushing myself. For what purpose I'm not completely aware of as looking back I would very much just like to give up. There's a part of me that isn't letting me. If I find out whatever is driving me I'll be sure to quash it. Because every day ( Read more... )

I'm really over life. I want to update about it. But then I don't. I need some good news soon. I don't really care what aspect of my life takes a turn for the better but at least one good thing needs to happen in the immediate future. I'm very frustrated. Hopefully I'll summon the will and hold myself to writing how I feel tomorrow or at the very ( Read more... )

...Just wanted to let everyone know that I am not dead nor have I disappeared...Life's been really hard for the past month and I just couldn't bring myself to write about it...hopefully life will improve soon or at least enough to where I feel good about updating about what's going on...for those that pray keep me in your prayers...I need them now ( Read more... )

Still unemployed. This blows...royally. I filed for unemployment but my phone interview isn't until November 3. That seems like forever away, especially as I do not have any money. I apply for jobs on a daily basis and they all tell me they're going to keep my application/resume on file. I honestly did not think it was going to be this hard to find ( Read more... )

...Don't ever doubt me...99% of the time I'm right...that's more than enough to obliterate any apprehensions or hypothetical counterpoints ( Read more... )

...Dark dark thoughts...hmm...bad memories...definitely getting closer ( Read more... )

I love all of you very much but every now and then one of you does something that I feel deserves a little extra recognition ( Read more... )

...So life's a bitch...and then we are met by death which is never cast in a positive light...and from the beginning to the end we are encouraged to engage in the pursuit of happiness...pursuit implies we only ever get to "try our best"...so where in all of this am I suppose see some bright light of joy and blessings when it seems to me is that all ( Read more... )