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#01 - Air
He throws his arms up over his head and spins in a circle, grinning to the sun.
#02 - Apples
He comes in from the cold grinning, cheeks red and eyes bright, and before Shane knows it Brendon is attempting to put snow pants on Shane with no participation from him, babbling about the best winter ever.
#03 - Beginning
He feels like the biggest virgin ever, nervous and shaking and hard in his pajama pants with Ryan crowding next to him in his bunk.
#04 - Bugs
Greta, of course, really really hates bugs, but doesn't like things to die, so Brendon patiently pushes the spider out the door with a piece of paper, getting a kiss for his trouble.
#05 - Coffee
Ian is not a morning person at all, so within a week, Brendon is greeting him every morning with coffee and a grin.
#06 - Dark
Brendon's got this dark, smooth voice that Ryan develops this kindof unfortunate obsession with.
#07 - Despair
Brendon puts on a brave face or the press, but he cried himself to sleep for weeks after the split.
#08 - Doors
He leaves, and the doors shutting feels like Brendon's heart is being stepped on even though he knows it's just to go to the kitchen.
#09 - Drink
He's barely nineteen and doesn't want to move from his seat and Gabe is plying him with alcohol and Brendon suspects something funny going on but his head is getting too fuzzy to think about it.
#10 - Duty
Brendon forces a smile, and feels himself die a little inside when Joe smiles back.
#11 - Earth
Brendon takes up gardening for like a week in the middle of June, coming in every day covered in dirt and sweat and, as far as Greta's concerned, sexiness.
#12 - End
"They're some of the most talented guys we know, and we're sure whatever they do next will be great."
#13 - Fall
Brendon is definitely getting Greta off with his tongue for the third time in five minutes and feeling pretty much like a superstud.
#14 - Fire
So, the conciliatory peace offering pot brownies were a bad idea maybe, Brendon thinks as he watches the smoke rising from Jon and Ryan's roof.
#15 - Flexible
So apparently with stretching you can do anything, including: have sex with your feet by your head; reach something that was previously too far; take a nine-inch cock.
#16 - Flying
Brendon really hates airplanes and spends the whole flight cuddling miserably into Jon's side.
#17 - Food
Brendon's actually a pretty good cook, when he doesn't get distracted and burn things.
#18 - Foot
Brendon never really understood footplay, but he can maybe come around to it with this discovery that his instep is really that sensitive.
#19 - Grave
The one song on this new album sounds like Gravedigger, and it took Brendon awhile to figure that out, but now it irritates and embarrasses him every time he hears it.
#20 - Green
"I'm...going green?" he tries, and sees from Jon's expression that it's not flying.
#21 - Head
It almost feels like a cheap shot to mention Brendon's mouth among his assets now, because in his mind at least nothing can ever top that mouth.
#22 - Hollow
Travis is so ridiculous in terms of size that it actually hurts more to be empty when he pulls out than the initial stretch did.
#23 - Honor
Brendon sortof wishes he could go back to being five years old a lot, when he wasn't expected to care about the lofty ideals.
#24 - Hope
Eventually Spencer manages to tell a joke that makes Brendon crack his first smile in weeks, and he knows his (only remaining how the fuck did that happen) bandmate will be all right.
#25 - Light
Brendon decides his sunglasses look cool so he keeps them on inside even though in some places it means he can't really see.
#26 - Lost
They split up to write on their own and Brendon looks sortof lost and dismayed and Ryan can't decide whether to cuddle him or punch his face.
#27 - Metal
Brendon gives out this loud yowl that wouldn't be out of place in glam metal, it's an impressive thing Pete didn't know he could do.
#28 - New
"Hi! I'm Brendon, and I'm part of an awesome band and so are you so we should tooootally be friends."
#29 - Old
That seems like a very long time ago now.
#30 - Peace
Shane stroking his back and petting his hair makes things a little better (not a lot, but still).
#31 - Poison
For once, Brendon is fully and completely aware that he needs to stay away from this guy, but it doesn't make him any less desperate for Ronnie's cock.
#32 - Pretty
That pretty mouth forms a shocked little 'o' when he comes, like he either is just discovering this for the first time, or needs a cock there to feel complete (either way it's a very nice view).
#33 - Rain
The rain pounding on the house helps with this whole relaxing idea and he sighs, settling eventually and lulled to sleep soon after.
#34 - Regret
"Honestly, you had to know there was no way for that to end well," Spencer says, waiting in the emergency room.
#35 - Roses
Their Valentine's Day is less with the flowers and more with the fucking but he's mostly okay with that.
#36 - Secret
Brendon gets paranoid every time they're in public, absolutely sure there's a fan watching and about to figure out that Brendon's not straight and pretty much bring the career he loves crashing about his ears.
#37 - Snakes
Brendon kindof loves snakes, even though everyone expects him to be creeped out by them.
#38 - Snow
Brendon didn't actually see snow until high school, and it still fascinates him.
#39 - Solid
Jon is firm, solid, there, and it's the kind of presence Brendon needs to not be running all over going crazy.
#40 - Spring
"For god's sake, stop bouncing."
#41 - Stable
So Jon definitely talked him into this once upon a time, and now he's on his hands and knees in someone's uncle's barn with a thing that's supposed to be a horse tail up his ass and definitely feeling like a moron.
#42 - Strange
#43 - Summer
#44 - Taboo
#45 - Ugly
#46 - War
#47 - Water
#48 - Welcome
#49 - Winter
#50 - Wood