just got home and i'm waiting for jenn to get online so i figured i'd write, we didn't end up going to the drive-ins because we don't want to go cuz we want to be able to sit out in the bed of my truck, and it was extremely hot and muggy, and we both have to get up early for work tomorrow, so those things in mind, we just went to see click in the ( Read more... )

hey y'all, i just got off work a few mins ago, short day today, only worked 11-2, i have a few mins to write really quick because jenn has a dentist appointment at 3, then we are going out after she is done, its like 2:45 right now, i am going to write here a little bit, jump in the pool which feels oh so good, dry off, get dressed then go pick ( Read more... )

ok well my graduation was today, i should be excited right? well i kind of am, but i am also upset that i will never be seeing most of my friends again.... i got an ipod for graduation, one that plays video, i also got a laptop, which i am using to update my journal right now, which is going to allow me to update more often, not that anyone over ( Read more... )

haven't updated in a while so i guess i will write a little something here, first i will start with a peice from one of my most recent songs ( Read more... )

staring at this empty space,
trying to find the words to put my feelings in place.
but i feel like i'm trapped in a cage,
cuz right now my heart's about as empty as this page...

my life sucks... that about sums everything up.... i feel so empty inside... and there is no one who cares... i'm going to VA this weekend... that should be fun, sitting there the whole time knowing i could be with her, but she doesn't even want to see me... you know for all the ppl who tell me i am such a "good guy" there are very few ppl who care ( Read more... )

here is a list of songs i have so far to put in my cd, only 3 of mine, but i will have more of mine by the time i'm ready to make it ( Read more... )

i don't have much to write today, i'm not in a really great mood to write, have nothing really to write about... i drove to cortlandt the other night with justin, its about an hr away, we went bowling there cuz thats where sectionals is.... we took the taconic, and on the way we stopped where matt's accident was, some of his friends bought and ( Read more... )

i'm in a little bit better of a mood today, been thinking a lot about life, and how quickly it could all end. i don't want to regret anything i have done, because in the end, what you have done, and what you leave behind, is your only legacy. once you are gone you can't rectify any wrongs you have done to ppl, can't heal the hurting you have caused ( Read more... )

so you don't think things can get any worse.... and then they do ( Read more... )