i was just asked out on a date. i didn't know whos number it was at first, so i was all excited. maybe it's a secret admirier? no, i recognized the number after i really read it. maybe it's some boy i know. names, faces, cute boys, old boys, ex boys, lots of boys, ran through my head.. who is this? arg. of course it wasn't for real.

i'm high. listen ( Read more... )

lots of songs make me think of my ex. i don't like it much. they make me think about the development and faulter of each relationship i've ever had also. why is it that before you even know someone, you can have such long, in depth, heart to heart conversations. You can fall in love with someone before you know them. Then you grow comphortable. You ( Read more... )

october is going to be insaiiine ( Read more... )

i've been really busy lately. it's good, i hate when my life is stale and routine ( Read more... )

so yesterday i got a fucking genital warts vaccine, and there's a huge bruise on my arm. why couldn't i just make guys get checked for STD's before i slept with them. i hate needles.

i got my hair cut, it looks the same.

me and tori got in a fight. i don't want to fight, i just want to be friends again. i want to be "tight" like we used to be. i ( Read more... )

i better get krunk this weekend.
fo' sho'

uhm, i wish i had a boy to fight with.

i watched loose change.that's fucked up man. i don't know if i believe it, but it just makes me think. what if the whole government is a huge consperacy. what if everything is just a joke. all these huge attackes are pre-planned. they know everything that's going to happen.  eeps. honestly, i'm not trying to change peoples mind, but i think it's ( Read more... )

alright, well.
i love my friends.
i would die without them
and i think im past my lonely and vulnerable stage,,
woot.

caution: i'm kinda drunk ( Read more... )