A Prayer.

[thecalm]

It's insane what I promised to do. And I realize that it's going to be much harder than I thought. Already, I can feel the demands and responsibilities overpowering me. A part of me is scared shitless. I want to run and not look back

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[devomatt]

what did you promise to do?

[thecalm]

support my younger sister and her baby.. :)

crazy. coz i'm just 23 and this is far from what i wanted to do with my life.

still. :) family's family, yeah?

[thecalm]

P.S.

I hope you're fine. I read your posts. I know you're having a rough time with some of your friends. I didn't want to jump into something I'm not even sure I understand. But I hope things turn out better for you. :)

[tatsu_kun]

Oh CJ, we'll always think we've passed the biggest challenge to be presented with a bigger one, just do what you can do, support her and love her and the little tyke but dont take it all on your shoulders, you have to set a foundation so that when you do ease off, she's in a much better position and able to cope on her own. Just stick it out for now, i reckon you can do it :)

p.s in all seriousness, we SOO get priority when we arrive! (hehe jk)

[thecalm]

lol. :p

yeah. i'm kinda worried about that, too. but i hope everything's done and over with by the time you get here. ^^

love to you both!!!