*cries* why will noone employ me?? :(
so, i was having a preety good week!
I've been getting up at like 2pm, turning back into the lazy self i was during the summer holidays, watching the whole of stargate atlantis season 2 (it sooo goood, when is season 3 on!) and spending a whole night prank calling everyone in my, pete and nads's phone book!! ^-^ now that was funny.... alcohol and phones are not a good combo!
anyways, so i went to the library today.. blahblahblah! And on the way back i decided i needed to get some food as i've got rice, rice, rice and uhh rice left in my cubboard. when i looked at my balance im *drumroll please* £904.28 in debt... so basically i've got less then £100 to live on until the end of this semister *le sigh* which i thought was doable untill i put everything into perspective...
me and reality checks don't work! *cries and runs to hide under covers* i'm not very stressed aboot it but its scarily adult...
part of my reality check also is that its's my birthday in like 2 weeks and that i have no monies to do anything to celebrate and niether do my friends, so i've got to tell them not to do anything for it as noone can afford to eat so there is no point... *le sigh* it's a bummer true, but it's not fair to expect anything from people who have nothing! plus i don't mind just chilling watching a bunch of films and having pizza!
here is my to do list of things (be warned it is loong!) :
1. buy a ticket to northampton Done!
2. buy shoes for my bridesmaid dress Sarah is lending me some... thank fuck for that!
3. buy an important book for film studies might be able to borrow... *fingers crossed*
4. buy lisa's/archie's/sarahs/sonal's/mum's birthday present in the space of 2 months
5. pay £600 for the first installment for our house next year... first of may!!!
6. BUY FOOD!!!! i am hungries! aww.. my mum sent me a tesco's order over the internet, it gets here at 1pm tomorrow... i feel guilty :(
7. beta some stuff for pushkin666 (luckily thats free) and now done! send me more though i looove doing it!
8. write my essay for sociology half done.. i just gotta keep on plugging! ^-^
9. pay for my trip to northampton including food, taxi's, going out, hen night and other thingys
10. start revision
11. look for a job... am i that un-employable! :(
12. Clean my room i clean it, it get's dirty...*le sigh* nothing wrong with filth!
13. eat pancake tourte.. it's soo nice!! DONE! :)
14. Send my present to caiyene... i will do it, i will!!
15. Apply for a bunch of temp jobs! currently in the process now... come on crappy jobs!
So i'm feeling a bit bummed today, i mean i had such a funny night last night but today reality slaped me in the face and went "NO! BAD ROBYN!"... but i think i can make monies by selling all my old disney toys from the 80's and 90's on ebay... i've got like 50 of them! SO... hopefully that will get me out of a big hole!! but it's sad to sell on my childhood :(
ahhh well, thats my moaning spree! *le sigh* I'm gonna go watch tv.. i think deal or no deal is on and i'm addicted to that or more Stargate Atlantis! Sheppard and chocolate pancakes will make everything better!
I've been getting up at like 2pm, turning back into the lazy self i was during the summer holidays, watching the whole of stargate atlantis season 2 (it sooo goood, when is season 3 on!) and spending a whole night prank calling everyone in my, pete and nads's phone book!! ^-^ now that was funny.... alcohol and phones are not a good combo!
anyways, so i went to the library today.. blahblahblah! And on the way back i decided i needed to get some food as i've got rice, rice, rice and uhh rice left in my cubboard. when i looked at my balance im *drumroll please* £904.28 in debt... so basically i've got less then £100 to live on until the end of this semister *le sigh* which i thought was doable untill i put everything into perspective...
me and reality checks don't work! *cries and runs to hide under covers* i'm not very stressed aboot it but its scarily adult...
part of my reality check also is that its's my birthday in like 2 weeks and that i have no monies to do anything to celebrate and niether do my friends, so i've got to tell them not to do anything for it as noone can afford to eat so there is no point... *le sigh* it's a bummer true, but it's not fair to expect anything from people who have nothing! plus i don't mind just chilling watching a bunch of films and having pizza!
here is my to do list of things (be warned it is loong!) :
1. buy a ticket to northampton Done!
2. buy shoes for my bridesmaid dress Sarah is lending me some... thank fuck for that!
3. buy an important book for film studies might be able to borrow... *fingers crossed*
4. buy lisa's/archie's/sarahs/sonal's/mum's birthday present in the space of 2 months
5. pay £600 for the first installment for our house next year... first of may!!!
6. BUY FOOD!!!! i am hungries! aww.. my mum sent me a tesco's order over the internet, it gets here at 1pm tomorrow... i feel guilty :(
7. beta some stuff for pushkin666 (luckily thats free) and now done! send me more though i looove doing it!
8. write my essay for sociology half done.. i just gotta keep on plugging! ^-^
9. pay for my trip to northampton including food, taxi's, going out, hen night and other thingys
10. start revision
11. look for a job... am i that un-employable! :(
12. Clean my room i clean it, it get's dirty...*le sigh* nothing wrong with filth!
13. eat pancake tourte.. it's soo nice!! DONE! :)
14. Send my present to caiyene... i will do it, i will!!
15. Apply for a bunch of temp jobs! currently in the process now... come on crappy jobs!
So i'm feeling a bit bummed today, i mean i had such a funny night last night but today reality slaped me in the face and went "NO! BAD ROBYN!"... but i think i can make monies by selling all my old disney toys from the 80's and 90's on ebay... i've got like 50 of them! SO... hopefully that will get me out of a big hole!! but it's sad to sell on my childhood :(
ahhh well, thats my moaning spree! *le sigh* I'm gonna go watch tv.. i think deal or no deal is on and i'm addicted to that or more Stargate Atlantis! Sheppard and chocolate pancakes will make everything better!