time and life and change and tears and joy and ecstasy and tears and anger and confusion and heartache and mindache and headache and oneness and excitement and hope and jealousy and insecurity and clean slates and driving and money and lack of money and mother and father and futures and development and change and books and pillows and my own bed ( Read more... )

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i'm home. & on jen's sweet computer.

home sweet sweet sweet home.

hello?

i feel like i just arrived.
but tonight i find myself halfway done.

in 2 months, i fell in love.
in 2 months, i will be forced out of it.

time is a silly thing.
and lately it's all about being present, and being aware.

there's a lot of work to do still.

watch your thoughts, watch them, watch them, own them, own them.

i'm terrified.

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life is about to change.
semi-big changes.
being completely alone again will be nice, & weird.
never thought i'd become a temporary californian. i bet it's over-rated.

home in exactly a week.
big sur in exactly 2.

i don't have photos because i left my charger in michigan. :(

i miss most of you. a lot.

not only did the very cute blonde boy make sure that she wouldn't be bothered by having the tv turned on in the communal dorm lounge, he also tuned it to the food network.

*10,000 points*

also, in other news: i miss michigan.

california in a month.
michigan in 6 months.
colorado never.

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i wonder if time will ever allow us to meet up. and stay put.

michigan is really sticky..
it makes me really sticky..

watervale TOMORROW! fuck yeah!

i don't want to go back to school.. :(