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Jul 17, 2008 01:53

I've been so excited for the dark knight, and so many things have been going so well lately... I've been in such a good mood. Why do I always find the perfect way to ruin myself? I remember a friend of mine who told me that I am self-destructive.. that there is no way I can believe in self-preservation, and that I am only happy when I'm miserable ( Read more... )

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magik_maker1 August 8 2008, 04:41:32 UTC
I was under the impression that at the very least, you had a real girlfriend.

As for the graduation thing, and the job thing, maybe you need to figure out for yourself that having to actually work hard for something may make it all the more worth-while, or maybe what it is is that you need to find something that's so important you're truly willing to work for it.

I think what generally happens is that you see something you want and as soon as you realize that it might not be incredibly easy to achieve, you figure you don't want it that much after all. People telling you to try and to work and to commit isn't going to get you to do it, or to understand it. You just sort of have to stumble upon it yourself.

Not trying to be mean. Just bored.

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