I want to destroy something beautiful.
I want to scream out until the universe shatters.
I want to sing the words that would move you to tears.
I want to lead a long trail of destruction and mow down any bullshit that confronts me.
I want to build up all the small things in my head to make one problem that adds up to nothing.
I want nothing at all.

so... alcohol + ddr = good timing with occasional bouts of forgetfulness.
Alcohol + lazer tag = good time but really slow reactions.

I don't understand why ( Read more... )

And whatcha gonna do ( Read more... )

Just how much are you supposed to trust someone ( Read more... )

For those of you who don't know, I was hospitalized a few days ago. I'm fine now, and even though initially it looked like I had had a mild heart attack, it now looks like something much less important ( Read more... )

no one uses this anymore. I used to come here to try to keep in touch with my friends (because everyone knows that I never have time to actually see any of them), but now I have lost even this. It makes me wonder...is it over? I mean, I remember great times from middle school and highschool, but all of those people have moved on and done their ( Read more... )

I've have been having the most vivid, terrifying dreams lately. They are the kinds of dreams that have people you know in them doing bad things... the kinds of dreams that you just can't shake off when you wake up and you spend your first half of the day mulling over and trying to remind yourself that it was just a dream. I woke up today at 7:20 ( Read more... )

temporize: to be indecisive or evasive in order to gain time.

Yep. That's me.

Which of the bold faced lies will we use ( Read more... )