Re: How could youthechizoxxorJune 10 2006, 20:41:20 UTC
I'm very sorry....only my close friends read this journal so you don't have to worry about that...thats no excuse though I shouldn't have told anyone but it was welling up inside of my and I had to talk to someone or do something...I should have just posted it privately to begin with and have been happy with that....I can understand if you want to break my legs....and maybe you will....(I hope not)
Your so lucky that I'm not a hateful person. I forgive you but don't ever do that again. The only way I found out was by someone calling me yesterday and asking me questions and shit. So I got an account here and found you. Other than Pat and Randi who else knows because I know that alot more people know.
I just realized that most of the words that come out of my mouth are lies. I use people all the time, I'm constantly just vegging, doing nothing to better my self. I really have to stop living, honestly who have i help, ever...even the people i have helped i always expect something in return...i hate it....why can't i be a better person? everytime i meet a girl, i think how can i use her for sex...it's NOT a good habbit...NOT AT ALL...
Is that true jesse? "evertime I meet a girl, I think how can i use her for sex..."
please don't bring up the past. I care about you, and if I didn't It wouldn't matter to me what I said or anything. I think I feel like you wouldn't like me if you got to know me.
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Hahaha.
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maria
jan
Ali
megan
emolee
colin
vanessa
monica
carmen
nelanie
laura
tyler
kat
pat judge
cam
conrad
smurf
and I dont think I even broke the surface
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I'm sorry.....
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haha and maybe the people
you dont remember
or dont talk to anymore
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Is that true jesse?
"evertime I meet a girl, I think how can i use her for sex..."
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