She just DOES NOT want to be with me. She said there's no way we could ever ever ever ever EVER be together. I know she is lying, i can read her too well, those words will back fire on her later...i know I will move on, I've been in this very same situation so many times I almost don't care to count; having said that i think she will eat those ( Read more... )

So i find a girl that I can actually feel safe opening up to, and the same thing that always happens happened. I fucked it up somehow, although me and her are on good terms we get along great.....I wish i could just settle down with someone FUCK I hate the dating scene it's so pointless. I just want someone who loves me for who i am, and isn't ( Read more... )

lately I've been mulling the situation about me and kate over and over in my head and it's hurting me...I want to hold her and love her even pay some fucking attention to me...I like don't even really want to talk anymore..not on live jourhnal I mean at all..I just feel like everything is so futile....someone help me I want love...I feel really ( Read more... )

So long and good night, so long and goodnight.

OMFG the postal service is soo good ( Read more... )

Will someone please call a surgeon ( Read more... )

okay okay okay, I've been thinking about how people have been treating megan lately and sometimes ehs gets kind of out of hand but today i witnessed something, something that i thought I shoudl share with all of you becuase of the way colin choose to deal with it against me ( Read more... )

alright fine, I cracked. I will shed my persepective on the drama, your all stupid, we're all stupid, thats it. we're all creatoing this fucked up problem because of our giant ego's and inability to accept eachothers choices. I have been trying not to say next to nothing about anything only posting while drunk be that was because i like the feeling ( Read more... )

News: COlin and megan aren't allowed in my house anymore, my dad decided. the end

well...i don;t exactly remember what happened. but it entailed alot of fuckedup argueing and throwing of a remote in the direction of my face, and a glass being thrown in the direction of my father, We were argueing about something and it escalated into something it didn't have to be...Like i said alot of it is just black for me considering my ( Read more... )