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... I can't shake this feeling.
I still love him. I thought...no, it never went away. Saying it did is just a lie; I never stopped being in love with him and it's never going to go away.
But I don't have a chance with him now, do I?
do i have to choose?
i don't know what to do.
Think I'm gonna...go out for a drink or five. Aerith? If I'm not back by ten don't stay up for me. Just go to bed. I'll pass out on the couch or something.
I still love him. I thought...no, it never went away. Saying it did is just a lie; I never stopped being in love with him and it's never going to go away.
But I don't have a chance with him now, do I?
do i have to choose?
i don't know what to do.
Think I'm gonna...go out for a drink or five. Aerith? If I'm not back by ten don't stay up for me. Just go to bed. I'll pass out on the couch or something.