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[thecityhassex_]

I've gained weight. Not a little. Like 7 lbs. I don't think this could ALL be fat though. It has to be water/food/waste, whatever... But it is killing me. I seriously am fighting with myself in my head over how to handle this. Either freak the fuck out (which I feel is most likely) or stay calm and figure out a way to lose it and then some. I wish

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[thecityhassex_]

Thank you <3

I know he doesn't know what he is saying but ahhh...I just wish he would say Mama...It would make me so happy. He did a couple times and then he learned Dada and retired my name :[

[anonymous]

Words can in no way express how deeply sorry I am and I can only hope that you can forgive me... I was a complete and utter bitch and it was totally out of line. I know there are no excuses, but I was going through this time where I was freaking the fuck out and I acted out of line with not only you but numerous others. I respect you entirely as a person and my words were harsher than I could ever imagine. I don't know what got into me... and I am truly sorry from the bottom of my heart.

I want you to know that my best friend has gone through the same exact thing and it just kills/hurts/destroys me to see that you are/were in such pain. I want to do ANYTHING I can to help. You deserve better than this disease and you are far above my friendship. I understand that my words/opinions are the absolute last thing you need. I just want so much for you; I believe you deserve the world for your strength. I do wish you were/are stronger and more willing to believe how blessed you are and how gorgeous you truly are, if only you could believed

[thecityhassex_]

I would never kill myself because of anyone else's opinion and I am curious as to why you say that and have said that numerous times. It's my OWN opinion of MYSELF taht drives me mad, and makes me feel so bad. No one has ever really said much of anything to me to make me feel the way I do about myself. . .

My lifes not getting flushed away. I am fine. My son is amazing and he is wonderful and healthy. yeah I have an eating disorder but I am still functioning the best I can and doing an good job I think...

I have confidence in some ways and not at all in others. But I have ALL the confidence in the world in myself as a mother because I give it my all.

Thank you for this appology, I accept and forgive and could never hate you.