woke up 8:45
showered
dressed
coffee
smoke
memorial service
luncheon
amazing friends and family
pure ecstasy from having so many incredible people in one room
people, you really slay me
i hope i never lose any of you fucking peanut butter webobobs
so
two crazy things happened today.
a) i took pictures of a lot of shit along with friends taking pictures.
i came home and transferred pictures onto my computer. upon examination, i found two odd occurences.
exhibit 01:
exhibit 02:
- there was a picture i took in between these two in sequence that has no odd occurence in it except for light reflecting off of the lense and then back at itself effectively because of the sunlight's extreme intensity.
- if it was a dirt smudge, i think it would be the same color.
- apparently it's not an "orb" (and since having discussed orbs with kelsey, i examined the second picture and found that orbs were evident already, in their true form)
- the image itself hasn't been manipulated because you can still see the shape of the objects the "blotch" is obstructing
- i need to get these examined by professionals post haste
- it's odd that the "blotch" is right over my uncle john's head, who is taking the same medication my father was taking.
b) tonight while watching incubus: alive at red rocks with greg, i heard footsteps on the main staircase.
i swear on everything i hold dear and true
word...
i don't know if i should let myself believe what it is obvious i am suggesting.
i will figure it out tomorrow i guess, whilst reading spark notes.
in the meantime, i'll remain scared, morbid, stoned, frightened, and nervous.
i love every single person who offered their presence today. i hope that now my relationships with all of you have been strengthened, and that as we all move into a different stage of our lives in one way or another, that we keep these connections strong and use each others beauty for blackened butthole space.